sometimes
Just as easy, as turning to the next page and never look back.
Close your eyes and pretend it never happend.
I´m good at that.
Your thoughts will remain in your head, but only to be set free when you choose to.
Or even when it´s not by choice....
Sometimes you may only think it´s your thoughts, when it´s really your feelings stuck in your memory.
Keept away, never to be heard from again.... the box safetly sealed.
... or atleast, that´s what you thought.... til they break free.
And you can no longer look back, without sorrow.... without tears.
"There is a land so enchanted, with a sky so clear and blue.
It´s water clean, and freshly pure, a special place that´s true......"
Sometimes you realize, that the choices you´ve made, were right at that time.
But never the less, not right for you.
Years of anger, sadness and floods of tears... should have shown the right path, or atleast the right direction, you´d think.
The memories comes back, and hits you like nothing you´ve ever felt before.
Pictures in your head, can never be erased and you have to live with the pain of seeing them.
But life moves in a funny way, and I once tried to end it.
Have I then wasted my only chance for a happiness, or have I just lost the ability to feel it.
Am I doomed to live the rest of my life like this?
It´s funny though, how tears never stop falling.
No matter how much you´ve cried in the past..... they are neverending.
The memories are there to stay, I will never forget.
All I wanted was for you to love me, just as much as I loved you.
But that was somethings you could never give me......
A fixed heart, is never complete.... just fixed.
Enjoy my sorrow.
memories will remain, nomather how hard u try to forget them, since bad memories will be the worst ones, since bad memories is the ones that hurt u,it takes alot of happiness to forfill one bad. But by refreshing bad memories, happy thoughts will come ,the land wich is suppose to exist is just an imagination, just imagine what the rest of the world would feel, if u were gone, i u were not there, if they could never hear your laughter or share your sorrow , you will only hit the land of happiness and harmony when u go it the normal way.
SHARE..... your thoughts and your thoughts might get to happiness, share your sorrow, and your sorrow will soon end up in joy, have faith in life, thy u only get one, but u get plenty chances to forfill your dreams and choose your direction, life only becomes what u make it to be.
If you think you lost your way of happiness, then the best way to find again, is to take a look in the mirror, and every bad thing u see or think, just tell the opposite of the reality.
Just so u know there are people that love u very close, very hard, and will never give up on you to have ever happiness, or there is no such word, since happiness has to come from something sad to be at the best.
take one step further, refuse two steps back, then take one step further again.
love u siss
